Pray for me

What's good peoples?

It's been a minute............Well let's jump into it! 

In august of 2009 GOD began a work in my life....... You see I'm a man who battles insecurities and emotional issues as a result of the relationship with my pops.......which spilt over into my relationship with GOD......I unknowingly viewed GOD as I viewed my earthly pops.... always trying to please but feeling like I never could....... We can call this WORKS!!!!!! GOD by HIS grace pointed this out and comforted me in teaching me HIS grace and the fact that HE is pleased with me already because of JESUS CHRIST sacrifice......

Well, since then I've been on a crazy journey! Traveling to the depths of my being......I've learned how to be real with myself, GOD and others...... And I've seen ALOT this past year that has been hideous!!!!!! I was recently telling my wife what I've seen this past year....... How so much of our issues are integrated with other things........It's like those cords that are all tangled together and to unravel one you have to unravel all of them......That's what this past year has been......Facing condemnation, pride, jealousy, insecurities, selfishness, doubt, hypocrisy, impure motives and much more! Casting them onto the cross of CHRIST......

That is where HE bought me back to the same place where I started....CALVARY..........It has been a painful, yet beautiful journey! And now I see GOD doing the same thing in my life now that HE was doing last year just on a different level....... I'm telling ya'll I'm a screwed up dude! But I'm thankful for JESUS and who HE is and what HE did(and is still doing).

GRACE......GRACE.....GRACE......I'm soooooo excited and amped about this process and what GOD is doing because I know that through it I'll look just like HIM! It's very painful but it's worth it!!! I'm excited about applying HIS truths to my life.....Practically walking out the gospel.......I'm just excited about GOD!!!! Excited about responding to HIM in faith and obedience!!!!!!

So brothers and sisters pray for me as I lean into GOD.....As I will be praying for you.......

Philippians 1:6 (New International Version)

being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.

God is dope,

Israel